When it’s time – it’s time

When it's time it's timeI’m not looking for somebody else

I just want to see you

I completed your lie detector test

and everything I say is true

There is no rhyme or reason

to why we feel this way

but this won’t be successful

with all the games you play

I really want to believe you

but I think I’ve been a fool

I just want to keep silent –

with you

I’ll lose my cool

So I cry quietly

in my pillow in the night

Knowing things are ending

Knowing things aren’t right

Knowing that no matter what

you don’t love me the same

I’ll be the one at night

alone, I’ll cry your name

 © Kait King, 2015

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38 thoughts on “When it’s time – it’s time

    • Thank you, yes I think my heart was shattered when I wrote this… It’s hard when you know what you HaVe to do but don’t have the how to do it or fix it! Love n light my friend ☺

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    • Oh I’m sorry to hear that! 😦 But in another way I am also glad that you are now free to carry on your journey for you 🙂 It hurts like hell but we get through it and learn something about others and ourselves… thank you for sharing 🙂

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  1. Oh Gawd! Who wants someone that gives them lie detector tests and leaves them crying in their pillow. That ain’t my type.
    Beautiful writing though

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  2. Yep. I’ve been there. I
    And it’s a bittersweet relief to know I’m not alone. Your words cptire the emotion and the night perfectly. Thank goodness these feelings are fickle. 🙂 good job lady, keep writing 🙂

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    • It’s crap but it does change.. it’s not that you ever get over certain things, I think – but we do learn to live around them and add them to who we are. We are, as they say, all a product of our backgrounds! I hope the sting comes out of it soon and you know you’re not alone…:)

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